I was right!!!

Well, I was right - all the physicians I need to contact are ALL off this week. Totally sucks because that delays things 'another' week. I am trying not to be discouraged by this but it seems like days have turned into weeks, and weeks, now into months. It's amazing how time goes by so fast. If I don't see any progression in a week or two, I might ask my physician for another MRI. It has been almost 4 months (can you believe that?) since my last MRI and if it grew A LOT in a 7 month span, I might want to know where it's at right now. The reason I was holding off was because before Cyberknife, they do an MRI & CT prior to treatment as to get an exact measurement of the tumor. So, I just don't want to expose myself to more radiation unless necessary. Maybe it will put my mind at ease (if it hasn't grown much) OR it will do the complete opposite.

I'll have to think about this. I am feeling good - other than my ear plugged so maybe I can wait a little longer but I feel like I am playing a little russian roulette with my condition and the time that is passing. Pray that I get some direction as to what to do.

In the meantime, since I can't do ANYTHING until next week - I may as well enjoy this holiday week and try and relax a little. This is all out of my hands so why ponder on so many 'unknowns', right???

Today's Daily Affirmation:

"God places the heaviest burden on those who can carry its weight." - Reggie White

No reason to ask 'why' God chose me to go through this. There are things on my journey that have come full circle and as I said in my first entry on this blog, I don't think I would change a thing. What I have inspired to others (as I have been told) - I have received right back.

I might not write everyday this week.......hang in there with me and have a GREAT THANKSGIVING with your loved ones, friends and/or family!!!

Hugs!

Rachelle