Thursday, December 3, 2009

Ugh the waiting can be a killer! :(

I called my doctor's office to call the MRI office to see if they had the results and they didn't. Soooooooooooooooooo............I'll put in another call to 'remind' them (smile) to call again to see if they have the results tomorrow. I would REALLY like them before the weekend. If there is one thing about being diagnosed with an illness, it's the 'not knowing' and 'waiting' for test results that can really be a killer. So, I try and stay focused, positive, have fun with my babies and NOT think about it. I have said this before and it's so true but why fester over 'stuff' when you have NO control over it? IT IS WHAT IT IS and when I get the results, I will then move forward with whatever needs to be done.

When I was driving home from work today, my mind started racing with 'thoughts' - not good ones and it was almost like God was saying, "nu-huh" -and what happened? MY SONG came on the radio ("I gotta feeling" - Black Eyed Peas).......I instantly got in a good 'warrior' mood and got over feeling sorry for myself. I only went there for a short time and I am glad this distracted me because by the time I got home, I was ready to have a good time with my babies! :) God is good.

Today's Daily Affirmation:
"There is much in the world to make us afraid. There is much MORE in our faith to make us unafraid." - Frederick W. Cropp

Have faith, stand strong and believe. I DO, I DO, I DO!!!

Hugs and good-night!!
Rachelle

PS - I have to give a 'shout out' to Nancy...... a dear friend who finished her last round of chemo today! YEA NANCY!!! You rock! xoxo

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