A few more days! :(

I didn't meet with the attorney today. I was waiting for some information from one doctors office (I needed the number for the recent referral to Cyberknife) and I called the 'lady' at the office 4 times this week and she wouldn't call me back. So, I called the attorney to reschedule for this afternoon and he was busy so we are meeting Monday morning!! :( That's o.k. - a few days to just make sure it's 'perfect' - it already is but I got the neurosurgeon's report yesterday in the mail and he had written in it that 'they' (meaning the Head/Skull Tumor Board for radiation - or something) reviewed my scans and 'all' (like 6 different types of neurologists, otolaryngologists, radiation, oncologist)the physicians on this tumor board were on the same consensus that Cyberknife is the 'best' treatment for my condition. I LIKED THAT!! I didn't know he did that so I thought that was great - of course I added that to my appeal.

So, there IS a reason why that 'lady' didn't call me back! I apologized to her for calling her each day (she seemed quite annoyed) but I tried telling her how 'important' this information was to my appeal......she still seemed annoyed but until you are going through what "I" am going through, my emergency seems to be nobody else's but mine! But, I kept on her and got what I needed - and that's all that matters in the end, right???? BTW - the Cyberknife referral that he just put in (for San Diego) was denied too - no surprise there but it's on paper that he referred me and I just needed that.

So, until Monday, I am looking forward to a FUN Halloween weekend with my babies!! Camryn is going to be a cute little Koala and Austin - Thomas the Train! We'll see if he actually lets me put it on (he was screaming at the store when I attempted to do it there!!)..........ahhhh, the joys of these fun times!

Today's Daily Affirmation:

"I control the width and depth of my life. I am behind the wheel and I can make my life what I want. I am specific about what I want. I spell it out. I commit to it and I do the footwork to make it happen. "

Oh my gosh? It's like it was written for me!

Have a fun and safe weekend!! :)

Rachelle