Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Tomorrow's the big day!!!

CYBERKNIFE! HERE I COME! :)
I have been waiting for this day for months and now it's finally here!
I cannot believe it! What seemed like years, came VERY quick after my appeal was overturned.
I asked for this, I want this, I need this - but I am still scared to death of 'it'!

I actually did pretty good today. I was sooooooooo busy at work that I didn't really think about it all - until I started
to say good-bye to some co-workers and then their sweet words to me made my heart melt and when I had one final good-bye from a dear friend on my way out, I just cried. It was GOOD crying though! :)

Got home - HUGGED my babies to death and then my mom came over and Chris and I enjoyed a nice, relaxing dinner. It was all good.

It's 8:40, I am exhausted and ready to get a good nights sleep! :) My treatment is at 7:45 tomorrow morning so if this 'happens' to run across your mind at that time, PRAY for me! :) I would appreciate it! Pray that I don't freak out over the mask and that I can just lay STILL for that hour! Before I know it, the first one will be over and I can cross it off my list! :)

Today's Daily Affirmation:

"Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings." - Ralph Blum

I love this quote. ALL the obstacles I have had are leading to a healthier, happier 'me'!! I have said this before and I truly mean it.....if I could go back in time, I wouldn't change a thing. SO MANY GOOD THINGS have come from this and there is still more to come - I feel it.

If I can't post tomorrow - my husband will!! (he doesn't know that yet :) :)

MUCH LOVE and have a great night! :)
Rachelle

3 comments:

  1. Good Luck Tomorrow - I'm so happy that everything has finally worked out - Juanita gave me the link to your blog and I have been following it for the past few months. I will be praying for you at 7:45am on my way to work. Keep up the good spirit!

    Love, Jenna Tomlinson

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  2. All the best! I will be totally thinking of you and praying for peace and strength.
    You'll be fine!

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  3. Yeah GIRL! You did it! One down! What time do you go tomorrow?

    Can't wait to celebrate radiation treatment free status w/ you!

    Love you!
    Nancy

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